I am the luckiest.... because I never involve in the useless thought that whether RAMAYANA has happened or not as long as it gives me what I want.... and you know what it gives me.... It gives me beautiful verses like....
विनाशे बहवो दोषाः जीवन प्राप्नोति भद्रकं |
तस्मात् प्राणान् धरिष्यामि ध्रुवो जीवति संगमः ||
meaning destroying your life just because you didn't get what you want is really a worst deed.... So I am going to live and By doing so I am sure that I will get what I want... or even better.... by Hanuman in 13th sarga of Sundara Kanda....
Whenever I get depressed this is the thing which takes me out of it....
